September 2005

Thursday, September 29, 2005

beautiful words
as jim tullett and i walked home from rehearsal under the first autum sky full of stars and blackness he told me...."bekah, i think if i had to spend the rest of my life with you, i would be happy.""haha. we would have fun, we'd never really argue either," i said."well...just enough to have make-up sex.""haha. yeah.""i think you're the only girl i can to say stuff like this to."
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

strange names
a boy named earl...we are now friends, only friends, forever only friends. i appolgized for number 13, he said he was too busy to add another stress to his life, i agreed, he e-mailed me, we talk, we will be friends.and it's best like this.
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

i am an idiot
how can i possibly fail to consider God's increadible work in my life. i live and act and breathe as if nothing is different, like i don't care or notice that the God of the universe chose me for himself. i did nothing, never could do anything to earn to deserve his love yet he continues to pour it out on me, delighting in me. how? why?he is God and i am so human.
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

bad (good) news
when bad news is good news. dave talked to ben and found out that ben isn't really "into me" anymore. i could never be happier. i'm free to be friends with earl and see how that turns out. kate said that he was attractive. he is, but he dresses normally. and that is not my thing. but maybe we'll be cool friends.oh life. haha. it's so weird.
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

add another to the list
so i had an amazing weekend, but it had it's share of crazy times, there were fun nonetheless. julie and i partied with two boys we had just met twice this weekend. we slept in beds with them twice and the funny thing is neither of them had ever slept with a girl before. that made us feel rather hoe-ish. the first night julie was trashed and the rest of us were very tipsy if not drunk. julie and charlie started kissing so earl and i joined them. nothing happend but talking when we went to bed.the next night we kissed in bed somewhat but also did a lot of talking. i was way more drunk the second night. earl told me he "liked me" and said a few other sweet things. i was a little too out of it to respond appropiately. he's a super sweet guy, he seems geniune and smitten. friendship would be awesome, but i think i'm going to have to set him straight.this makes 11.
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