July 2005

Monday, July 25, 2005

how does this happen to me?
i decided i'm single from ben. no more boyfriend for me. now i have to let him know.this weekend i went and visited steve blauert and dave huss. i spent saturday with steve. he kissed me. that makes 9, is that bad of me? i totally didn't initiate anything with him, it was completely him. maybe i played along a bit, yet at the same time it was really strange. he didn't really make out with me, i'm glad that didn't happen.was it only friendship or is actually meaningful to him. is it like kyle and i except with reversed roles? shit. life is so weird.hanging out with dave was cool though!
posted by bekah @ 12:14 PM

Thursday, July 07, 2005

it happend
i went to california and saw kyle. he picked me up and swung me around. we hung out all day, shared a bottle of wine and some cigarettes. that night we made out and spooned. i didn't think about ben for at least two days. and i'm very glad i kissed kyle. he even left me an amazingly sweet voice mail the night i got home. he's so much better than ben.
posted by bekah @ 1:05 PM 0 comments