December 2004

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

yeah
i'm tired and i want to cry. i hate the CAD lab. i want the boys to leave me alone.shit.
posted by bekah @ 3:15 PM 0 comments

Friday, December 10, 2004

pissed off
what the hell does that boy think he's doing and thinking????God....what's his deal???? he bashes gays and everything else. i wish i could say fuck him and everything else he does.why is it easier for me to get along with those that are homosexuals than him, he's so biggoted.teach me God. right now i'm really angry at him. fuck.
posted by bekah @ 11:22 PM 0 comments

oh no!
i think phil likes me. i'm trying to stop being niave. ahhhhhhhh.go away boys. i just want to be your friend.
posted by bekah @ 10:45 PM 0 comments

Sunday, December 05, 2004

strange new things
yesterday i was with josh most of the day and i found out that matt molby has liked me for quite a while now, since last year. that sort of freaks me out...b/c until crystal told me on monday that he actually does really like me i didn't have much of a clue.greg, phil and david were teasing me about josh yesterday and they all said that they've thought for a while that he likes me. i really really hope not.phil bought me a sweater at goodwill yesterday, that was so cool of him but i hope he doesn't mean anything by it.ahhhhh......!!!!!!!!!!!!! and erin's boy life is out of control. and i just want to see her and ben and have life be normal.
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Friday, December 03, 2004

he is....
a bastard and a prick.
posted by bekah @ 5:50 AM 0 comments

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

drinking....
makes me do silly things. but partying monday night for jim's b-day was super fun. jim and i almost made out, crystal made us stop. which was probably good. i don't think matt actually saw us kissing, we were trying to be sneaky. and we did good.is that really something to be proud of?i feel so awful right now. all i want to do is break rules and things like that. i know why. i'm not spending anytime with God. i need to get my act together and get a better attitude about school and its rules.ahhhhhhhhhhhh. shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i would spoon with kyle. i wish i could see him.
posted by bekah @ 9:27 PM 0 comments