August 2005

Thursday, August 25, 2005

it's all fucked up again
stuff with ben is strange. we don't talk, never see each other. when i was at their house the other night he didn't even come out of his room the whole time. eventually i went in there, we did our thing and i left. pathetic of me. using and selfish of me. but he never talks! it seems as if he doesn't care.but i like being off campus. and somehow God is still reveal himself to others through this fucked up life of mine. i am so far from worthy.
posted by bekah @ 6:09 PM 0 comments

Thursday, August 18, 2005

finally!
i'm leaving for school tomorrow. on saturday i will be in my house, with the girls, see ben and probably wish kyle was somewhat closer so i could run away from ben and sit on the grass somewhere enjoying a bottle of wine, talking and reading next to the hottest guy i know, whom i am fortunate enough to call one of my friends. maybe by that time chrissy will have kissed seth.i think i will actually miss the people from work.
posted by bekah @ 12:28 PM 0 comments